Come Breathe and Sabbath with Upper Room Books at the Wild Goose Festival

The annual Wild Goose Festival is less than one week away!

Fred and I are delighted to join Upper Room Books authors Hannah Shanks, Whitney Simpson, and Kristen Vincent, as well as Acquisitions Editor Joanna Bradley for this year’s fun.

Pre-order here!

If you’re headed to the festival for one day—or all weekend—drop by the Upper Room Books Tent and get your FREE goodies, including a preview of One Breath at a Time: A Skeptic’s Guide to Christian Meditation Chapter One, “Head Clutter; Reluctant Beginnings.” The entire book is now available on Amazon pre-order; reserve your copy so you’re guaranteed to receive it by the release day: January 1, 2019.

We’ll also have FREE temporary tattoos from One Breath at a Time as well as from fellow Upper Room Books authors Hannah Shanks and Whitney Simpson. You don’t want to miss this, y’all.

Drop by our Wild Goose tent, get your FREE (temporary!) tattoos. Post a photo using the hashtag #UpperRoomBooksTattoos

Please join us for our workshops! Here is the schedule of all Upper Room Books’ authors’ talks:


Friday, 10a, “Sabbath for the Activist,” with me, Episcopal Tent with For Sabbath’s Sake book signing to immediately follow

Friday, 11am, “Guided Meditation,” with Upper Room Books Team, Chapel

Friday, 1p, “This is My Body,” with Hannah Shanks, Healing Arts Tent, with This is My Body book signing to immediately follow

Friday, 3p, “Trauma-Sensitive Yoga,” with Whitney Simpson,  Healing Arts Tent, with Holy Listening with Breath, Body, and Spirit book signing to immediately follow

Friday, 3p, “One Breath at at Time: A Skeptic’s Guide to Christian Meditation Guided Meditation Break” with me, Chapel

Saturday, 10a, “Exploring Breath Prayer for Healing,” with Whitney Simpson, Youth Tent

Saturday, 10a, “One Breath at at Time: A Skeptic’s Guide to Christian Meditation Guided Meditation Break” with me, Chapel

Saturday, 12p, “Beads of Healing,” with Kristen Vincent, Healing Arts Tent, with Beads of Healing book signing to immediately follow

Saturday, 3p, “One Breath at at Time: A Skeptic’s Guide to Christian Meditation Guided Meditation Break” with me, Chapel

Saturday 4p, “What is the Future of the Church Beyond the Goose? Podcast with a Jew and a Gentile,” Goose Cast Tent

Saturday, 4p, “Exploring Breath Prayer,” with Whitney Simpson, Healing Arts Tent, with Holy Listening with Breath, Body, and Spirit book signing to immediately follow

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Not going to Wild Goose? Don’t miss out on the fun.  Sign up for my monthly newsletter to receive your FREE copy One Breath at a Time: A Skeptic’s Guide to Christian Meditation Chapter One, “Head Clutter; Reluctant Beginnings.”

Inspired: How Rachel Held Evans’ New Book Teaches us to Both Wrestle With and Love the Bible Again

As a now-progressive Baptist, I have a love-hate relationship with the Bible.

Growing up, I took scripture to be infallible—THE word of God, no questions asked. I memorized textual order and proudly it at Sunday vespers. I lived for Bible drills and highlighted my leather-bound KJV Bible until it fell apart. I relied on the Word to sustain me through teen angst; it was my solace amid disappointment and rejection.

But then I enrolled in Duke Divinity School, where I learned to think critically about the text. As I took Old and New Testament, Greek, Hebrew, and Church History courses, a more nuanced, academic approach to scripture emerged. Questions surfaced: How and when were these ancient manuscripts written? How did they come together–over time–to form a canon? In what historical and cultural context did they unfurl?

RHE’s latest book, Inspired, takes a deep dive into scripture.

In her latest book, Inspired: Slaying Giants, Walking on Water, and Loving the Bible Again, Rachel Held Evans tackles these issues. She dives into scripture, parsing its lessons, violence, contradictions, and the ways in which it has historically—and is currently—a tool that uplifts and unsettles.

Evans’ work is always well-researched and written, but this book really demonstrates her Biblical scholar chops. She continues to be very impressive in this area for an author with no formal seminary training. Evans has the gift for digging deeply and Inspired does not disappoint. From her chapters on “War Stories” to “Gospel Stories,” readers learn or remember to fall in love and wrestle with scripture again—as a living, breathing narrative for God’s people.

What I love most about Inspired is where it lands. In the epilogue, Evans writes:

“We live inside an unfinished story, a story that began with the Spirit of God hovering over the primordial waters at the beginning of time and which took a dramatic, climatic turn two thousand years ago when that same God became human, lived among us, and beat death once and for all.” –Rachel Held Evans, #InspiredBook

In other words, the scripture is still unfolding with us–in all its mysticism and drama. The Bible is not an easy book to read, but Jacob’s (Israel) story reminds us that wrestling always yields a blessing. In Inspired, Evans unwraps this blessing: the gift of  God’s willingness to teach God’s children about hurt, poverty, abandonment, and war—but also healing, forgiveness, abundance, justice, love, mercy, and miracles.

She continues:

“If the biggest story we can imagine is about God’s loving and redemptive work in the world, then our lives will be shaped by that epic [scripture].”  —Rachel Held Evans, #InspiredBook

May those of us who have shied away from tough texts—whether we are preachers, lay persons, or just scripture skeptics—be “inspired” to dust off our Bibles and dig deep.

Pre-order Inspired today so your copy arrives by Tuesday, June 12. Read, enjoy, and share your thoughts widely using the hashtag #InspiredBook.

Bonus: Enjoy an exclusive sneak peek of the Inspired  audiobook! You can listen to Rachel read a chapter by clicking the “More” button and then clicking “Download.”

This is My Body: Embracing the Messiness of Faith and Motherhood

Guest blog post by Hannah Shanks, author of This is My Body: Embracing the Messiness of Faith and Motherhood.  She writes about the intersections of faith, church history, social justice and personal experience at

It was 3am. I was 3 days postpartum, awake, and alone. My son, born 34 weeks premature, was still in the NICU. It was my first night home without him and, instead of experiencing the small hours with a child at my side, I was nursing a large, hospital grade breast pump I’d had to rent and carry home on my lap. Earlier that day, on the way out of the hospital, I’d watched other women be wheeled out with kiddos in car seats safely on their laps. I rolled out with a massive hospital beige box with a conspicuous clasp on the top. No balloons, no flowers. Just what felt like the world’s saddest consolation prize.

Hannah Shanks, author of This is My Body

After my third wake-up of the evening, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror as I washed the many pump pieces in the sink. Bleary-eyed, exhausted, swollen from preeclampsia and the slowly dissipating IV fluids, I struggled to recognize myself. My face was wider than I’d ever seen it, my breasts swollen hard from the milk that had just come in, my belly rigid under my nightgown from the binder that let me feel as though my insides might not fall out of me after all.

I chuckled and thought, “This is my body now, I guess.” But in that instant, I heard the echo of every pastor at every communion I’d ever participated in.
This is my body, broken for you…this is my blood, shed for you.

In that moment, I realized those words—always framed with respect to Christ’s death—were an accurate descriptor of every birth that’s ever happened in all of human history.  And that opened a window into a new way of seeing what God is up to in the world, and how we—how I—can be about that kind of work.

While my particular postpartum experience is not one that all of us will share, I think many of us have had that moment at one time or another where we see ourselves in the mirror and think, “I don’t know who that person is.” Perhaps it’s because we so suddenly resemble an older relative, or we’ve suffered an accident, or have reached a point in a struggle where our body registers the toll of what we’ve been through.

I’ve now come to know—through years of pouring through ancient and modern theology, church history, and writings of Christians across the centuries—that all of us (all of us!) are caught up in the Gospel proclamation of Jesus’ words at the table. The parts of us that we want to leave behind, the scars, the struggle, the inner critics—nothing is left out when it comes to Jesus’ table.

We never stop belonging to each other. And we never stop belonging to ourselves. And we never, ever, ever stop belonging to God.

And that means that the work of God, including the work of communion, is to learn to recognize ourselves and each other, fully embodied as we are, as God’s body and work in the world.
And this is the work of birth: breaking open in order for a new life to come into the world.

We have to break open in order to let ourselves be seen.
We have to break down, sometimes, in order to be seen by others.
And we have to learn to recognize ourselves and each other in the same way the disciples recognized Jesus  in his Resurrection: by his wounds.

When we can do that, I believe we can find ourselves—even if only for a moment—feasting at God’s heavenly banquet. This is where we can see ourselves and others and say “This is my body,” and know we are one.

Your turn:

To start your own work of proclaiming God’s incarnation within you, consider what messages you have heard about your body, either from the Church, your family, or other sources.

What parts of yourself do you struggle to claim?

What parts of yourself or your identity have not felt welcome in church spaces?

For a prayerful or meditative practice, try taking a pen and writing “This is My Body” on the parts of yourself you struggle with: self-harm scars, parts you dislike, or a symbolic place such as over your heart or lungs. During your next communion, imagine those words being spoken over the parts of you that have felt unwelcome in the church.

Hannah Shanks is the author of This is My Body: Embracing the Messiness of Faith and MotherhoodShe is a speaker, storyteller, professor & social worker from St. Louis, Missouri. She holds a Bachelor’s in Religion: Urban/Cross-Cultural Ministries from Greenville University and a Master’s of Social Work from Saint Louis University.

In addition to her work life, Hannah is a self-described “accidental clergy spouse,” a member of a new monastic community named Anam Cara St. Louis, and an occasional runner.

If you need to find her, just listen for the person laughing too loud in the back of the room and head in that direction. Or on Twitter @hannahdelight, or on Instagram @hannah_shanks.